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Im so depressed. : (

I dont start back school till the summer semester. which was my only excuse for leaving the house so im stuck at home all day.I stay in a very small horrible town. (They drive tractors as cars,and if i see one more cotton field my head will explode).They dont have a mall just a walmart and most of the people around here are mean or just well nope just mean.(People are always saying and doing mean things to me or they just give me dirty looks dont know why i do anything at all) My friends either moved or are to busy to hang out so i just stay home .We dont have a car so i have to walk everywhere.They dont have any activities for kids (The older kids always ruin it by fighting,shooting,or just doing something bad).I tried to make friends but ...well theyd either move or i would have to...agin .Most of the girls just like to gossip,fight,party,and well talk about boys or each other, and boys just want to be creepy.I use to walk all around town but people started following me (stalking me)

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  February 07, 2012 VeronicaNelson

  i read your blog as well, cuz it has a bit of continuing to this subject. so i'd like to comment on a phrase that got me thinking in your blog first
  you said : what if i don't accomplish anything and i'm stuck here?
  every small town person has that dilemma, and most of them give up, find a decent job, start a family and never get to see the world, or, none the less, just get out of that same town. but everyone has obstacles to overcome, and yours is finding what makes you happy, and if you know it's not being in your town, start thinking what it is. i'm taking your word for this, since you said your town was pretty bad, maybe being stuck at home isn't such a bad thing after all. i bet your parents work and you have some privacy there. maybe you can turn to a hobby, something you've always wanted to do, improve some of your skills in anything. to be honest, i like nature, cotton fields and being isolated from the world, but that's probably cuz i live in the city. we all want what we don't have. ironic.
  but feeling bad is understandable and anything you want to, you can talk to me about anything. i've heard so many awful things in life happen to people, so i've learned not to be scared, surprised or judgmental.
  xo rony

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    neonsrt

    thanks and i had hobbies but they were stopped not by chioce. ,and My mom doesnt have a job,so she is home more than me.There is litterally no privacy in this house.

    February 07, 2012
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  February 06, 2012 aquasm926

  you can talk to me enytime you want to.

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    neonsrt

    Thanks. :)

    February 06, 2012
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  February 06, 2012 Jackie_Walsh

  Oh boy, that sounds pretty bad. And it's probably even worse in the winter. I know how it must feel to be surrounded by in-sensitive people. Any chance you could get away from there for even a few days? Do you have any friends in another town you can visit? Is it possible to get a job, even part-time? Is there any hobby you could try? I love making jewelry, especially bracelets.

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    neonsrt

    Tried to find all of those and nothing....and yes its really bad in the winter.

    February 06, 2012
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    Jackie_Walsh

    Well I'll give u a big hug anyway :p And pls chat me up when you're feeling down

    February 06, 2012
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    neonsrt

    Thanks your so sweet,ill be sure to do that.

    February 06, 2012